A friend recently told me that self actualization is a great thing. I’m going to have to disagree as of now. It was easier when I knew the things I hated about my self but didn’t care much to fix them. Now I see everything and despise myself even more for not trying to fix them earlier. Why did I have to wait for this huge crushing painful moment to see what I needed for me?
Oh I remember, because I was happy before. Ok. Lets not lie. I was in denial before.