There’s not alot I can’t put up with. Most people tell me I put up with more then I should. It doesn’t matter to me though. If I say I’ll take care of it, I will. I also take it to far. I have been hurt badly by some of the closest people to me. All because I don’t pick up on the warning signs. I choose to ignore them. Thinking maybe just once this time will be different. It never is. I see that I should give up but I don’t.
This is my downfall. Not giving up on a person when everyone else has. Even when they have given up on me. I will still give to the bitter end. I don’t know if that makes me stupid. I don’t know if I care. I do know I have loved everyone more then they have loved me. I’m not saying they didn’t love me. I’m saying is they all gave up. Maybe I’m hard to love. Maybe I’m easy to leave. Maybe just maybe I should of gave up before when I saw the signs.